Saturday, November 26, 2005

-H-O-M-E-

HOmeee... it's where the heart is.

taiyong just asked me a very very good question: are you happy? :)

i can't describe how it feels like to see your bed again with those pillows u slept with since more than a decade ago, still as welcoming as you remembered it was when you left. Some things just don't change, but some things, no matter how DESPERATELY you want it to, just won't go back to the way it used to be. Sad but true. Makes me wonder whether one day i will look back on this day and wish things to be the way it is today. From where i stand now, it sounds hoRRIBLe n unlikely.

Laughter, empty laughter; and pleasures, temporal, decievingly warm, falsely secure.
Life is just empty if the source of your eternal joy isn't from God.

Nevertheless home is home and it's good to be home.

Jess, ivan, lup wai, foogie, lohon, yew jhin, krystle, zhao xing, sam, viv, quiner, wan qian, yee wah, ooi yong, ying roe... its been great seeing you guys again its horrible to think that by the next time i come back some of you would have already gone.... argh.
I've missed everyone :) Ming shiu ar my darling i still haven't seen you yet, and jonathan luo haha its just not meant to be everytime come back oso dun see you.

Kuantan was okay i guess thank God for the beach and a blessed day with the weather so nice and stars so bright despite reports of flooding over there. I now thank God for the family i have though its hard, sometimes, not to wish for a family more perfect. I guess distance can do some good sometimes :) Happy birthday 'cho.

Harlow all my fellow scholar friends back home, hope ur having a blast :)
Harlow everyone back at singapore, my e314 dears esp, i never thought there would be anything to miss about singapore but i really, really miss you guys. cya soon!

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