only one shot.

GP today was horrible.

After the exams i couldn't believe that this was it. THIS is really it. No more 'nevermind la i'll do better next time'. That's the end. And this is how it ends. Tragedy. Grrrr. I realised I had worked hard yes, but too little too late.

Walau, actually i was more distraught over paper 1 than over paper2 though both were disastrous. I had always dreamed of writing a really really meaningful essay for the real thing and what question did I choose? Eeeh. REally wanted to do the charity and the entrepreneur question but was too afraid of taking risks, then after the paper all the ideas flowed grr....At least one lesson I've learnt: have to follow your heart sometimes. (:

K lar, at least Gp has made me more knowledgeable. A better person maybe. I'll do something bout that 44million child labourers in India when I grow up (:

Oh and haha, today was a funny day indeed. Walked back to the hostel with renxin under one faulty umbrella. It rained only after we walked out of the MRT station haha. Our shoes got soaked, then we took the bus. And crossed the road. I was about to be splashed by the puddles of water cos a car drove past me...renxin pulled me back and saved me (sort of) but ended up stepping into a puddle of muddy water then we were laughing bout it and wala... another car sped past and we were really splashed this time. I think the people in the cars opposite of us were laughing at us la haha.

aNyway thank God I have encouraging people around me. Aunty Linda assured me that she was praying for me. (:

Tho' i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i shall not fear!!!! (:

come on lar A LEVELS only ma!!haha.