darn.

ARRGHHHHH!!! Typed such a long long long entry and i just lost it! It was a happy entry sumore. =( Sorry people now all you have is a sad, angry entry to look at. Lazy to write d. Maybe i'll write again. Maybe not. Sigh. =(

Hehe

oh btw. Flooble. I like that word. Does it have a meaning behind it? I think it does. Doesn't it?

me, myself n i.

Haha, econs today again. This time mdm woon was obviously not as impressed anymore. =P i got more than half the MCQs wrong this time. (What do you expecT?! it's Production n Cost, the FREAKING supply n demand curves aren't straight!!!)

I dunno why but she still says "very good", "well done"... even when i'm crossing more than i'm ticking with the red pen. Either she's not that sane, or she's just real nice. Hmm. Given some thought... she's real nice =)

Today's a lonely day again. Everyone's gone home. No one to eat lunch with. The lunch lady doesn't even seem to care anymore when you take extra servings. So... i decided to go to Suntec (It's a place with lots of shopping complexes). I took the bus and wasn't sure where to stop. Sure enough. I missed the stop. =P This is quite embarrasing coz i've been there... quite a few times d =P

Anyway i walked and walked and walked alone. Till i got hungry. Then i went to the food court and bought my dinner. No place to sit. I had to sit at those miserable individual seats facing the wall. Then i found it interesting. People sitting there were all eating. Alone. All alone. Like me.

Then i took a bus back. Haha, it occurs to me that when one is lonely, one pays more attention to things or people surrounding you. But not the important stuff. Quite petty stuff. Like this uncle who sat right in front of me on the bus back to the hostel. I recognised him! He was in the same bus as me when i went there. Haha. I noticed he still has that plastic bag with him. Then i notice the indian lady next to him kinda gives him the look when he moves in the crowded bus, trying, with so much effort to get his pen and notebook out. It seems like such a chore to him. Oh but then there's my stop. And i get off the bus. Poor old man. He looks lonely too. =(

i hate school.

Sucky day today. =( Econs extra classes starts at 8am. It's one to one extra class coz i'm the only second batch ASEAN scholar who takes econs.

Haha, i think it's so funny when the teacher, mdm. woon opens her eyes in amazement when i actually finished Elasticity and the questions too. Then i tell her i've learned Externalities and her jaw drops. But then i tell her i took econs back in college. Then... hahaha. But she's real nice. Keeps saying i'm a fast learner even when i have half of the MCQs wrong. =P

After 10 had nothing to do, went to do the student EZ Link card (like the touch n go in msia) but got rejected coz i have to have both my student IDs. I only have one.

So spent my time lounging around with nothing to do, can't go back coz i have PE at 3. Sent out my complaints to ivan, n he calls back. Haha i get to talk to chin chuan sumore. That really saved the wreck of my day...And i find out it's Jeannie's brithday! Happy birthday Jeannie! =) Heard u guys had lots of fun ;)

Then there's PE, same routine, run 10 rounds, do sit ups n stuff....

And when i come back to the hostel.. it's so quiet. Only 3 people left in our cluster. =( Everyone's gone home for the hols and i'm stuck here.

Argh! 9 more days.... i can't wait. =)

blog. how interesting =)

Haha lemme try out this blog thingy... wonder if anyone will read this. Ah well as you guys probably know by now, I'm in the beautiful Land of the Kiasu - Singapore.

I can't believe how stupid i was thinknig life here was going to be relatively easy. Past few weeks have been nothing short of torture. I finally understand the meaning of HOMESICK.

I miss everything bout Malaysia. Home, Astro, Streamyx, college, Friends, family the people in general. Anderson Junior College is really like secondary school, only difference is they allow you to bring handphones. During classes at very odd times i suddenly feel like bursting into tears.

Well after i've gone past the tears and sobby sobby stage, I had to get past the regretting stage. That was real hard but finally here I am. There's no turning back. Bring it on! Land of the Kiasu ;)